rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

Objavljeno 6. apr. 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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Demi Lovato
  • Kiana E

    Kiana E

    Pred 40 minutami

    Can anyone tell me how to watch without paying?

  • aly be

    aly be

    Pred 45 minutami

    Demi, get out of the states for two years, go to a third world country and look for ways to help those people. When you out of your head and not focusing on your problems and helping others, that will give you special high, a natural high. It will fulfill you with joy. Get a smaller home but a bigger back yard where you can take a walk in a peaceful place. Get plants full of beautiful colors to uplift you. Less is more, having a big home makes a person feel alone if its not packed with people.

  • Utubequeer


    Pred 49 minutami

    2020 it was my best year too, cause I've been thru a lot of things and finally it was like I have the time to restart my life.

  • allison wilton

    allison wilton

    Pred uro

    Did they get other celebrities to get on the documentary just to give baseless compliments.. it’s like even Demi’s team nows that she will come off as unlikable

  • allison wilton

    allison wilton

    Pred uro

    Demi seems really toxic...

  • soinhu foitu

    soinhu foitu

    Pred uro

    Elton took the words out of my mouth....the others are just the “yes” men around her. With peace and love 🌚

  • Big E

    Big E

    Pred 2 urami

    You dropped your hair because you lost your mind grow your hair back because you look gorgeous I will leave the freaky stuff the freaks

  • Vivian Taube

    Vivian Taube

    Pred 2 urami

    I am clean and sober as of November 15, 1993. I totally agree with Elton John on moderation. It didn't work for me, either. In fact, I OD'ed twice in early 1993 and later that summer--before I got clean and sober eventually--by combining my psych med, lithium eskalith, with a little alcohol, having long since given up heavy drinking when "friends" I did that with abandoned me, when I stood up to their racism and anti-Semitism in 1990. The pill bottle probably said not to combine the drug with alcohol, but it was so long ago, I, frankly, don't recall. So, I agree with Elton--moderation doesn't work.

  • Madeline L.

    Madeline L.

    Pred 3 urami

    Demi has narcissistic personality disorder. Everyone knows shes still using too

  • Grace Bokelman

    Grace Bokelman

    Pred 3 urami

    She’s so damn hot with that haircut tho😍



    Pred 3 urami

    Ok but Demi’s new hair is BEAUTIFUL

  • Brittany Renee’

    Brittany Renee’

    Pred 3 urami

    You are beautiful I struggled with addiction 2 years and I honestly thought, I completely failed as a person. Thank you for being you and sharing your story with the world.

  • Just J.R.

    Just J.R.

    Pred 4 urami

    Her transformation is breathtaking. Wishing everyone healing & truth & knowledge of self.

  • Ana Hernandez

    Ana Hernandez

    Pred 4 urami

    Is anyone else having trouble viewing this? Mine says it requires payment to watch 😩

  • kait1n1


    Pred 4 urami

    this documentary was incredibly powerful but f*ck youtube ads are you seriously going to play me some fat-phobic diet trend while she's talking about her struggle with bulimia?

  • Ushi- daddi

    Ushi- daddi

    Pred 6 urami

    Ok but why is no one talking about how grogeous she looks like with her new hair? drop-dead beautiful.

  • Maria Di Leva

    Maria Di Leva

    Pred 7 urami

    I’m so scared for Demi. She was such a huge figure in my life while I was growing up that watching this is so heartbreaking

  • Brooklyn Javonna

    Brooklyn Javonna

    Pred 7 urami

    I love you Demi!

  • HollyKat


    Pred 9 urami

    whats up w the new age spirituality? I thought Demi was a christian.

  • Nikol


    Pred 10 urami

    I dont think Demi is sober even these days maybe after this documentary She and All her friends go to take some drugs because obviously they supporting her in that

  • Nikol


    Pred 10 urami

    Demi Talking how Bad people treating her but She is too the one who ignoring people who trying to support her sooo ?

  • Nikol


    Pred 10 urami

    Omg her mom act like She know the best but She was the one who was calling her fat in her childchood times so? She did this to her daughter .... physicly hurting her with words👀💀✌️

  • Lovely Louie

    Lovely Louie

    Pred 11 urami

    I really love Demi's frienship with her 2 friends, they're really amazing and supportive. I'm so happy Demi has people like that around her.

  • Isabelle Smith

    Isabelle Smith

    Pred 12 urami

    Okay but can we talk about how well Demi pulls off that haircut??? Like 😳😍😍😍 im in LOVE with it

  • Joe Gibbons

    Joe Gibbons

    Pred 13 urami

    "Maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half buzzed, for half the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line, with that kind of rationale, I got half a mind, to have another glass of wine" -Marshall mathers (shady)

  • Julie Diaz

    Julie Diaz

    Pred 15 urami

    I love her laugh btw😂😂

  • Julie Diaz

    Julie Diaz

    Pred 15 urami

    She's amazing! I wish we were friends.

  • Sarah Luv Burkhardt

    Sarah Luv Burkhardt

    Pred 15 urami

    I wish I could use in moderation but I’m an addict and unfortunately can not. It took me 10 years to accept that. Demi is undoubtably brave for sharing her experience with the word and she has a incredibly genuine laugh!!! I don’t know if she’s ready and I obviously don’t know her but I do know that despite her fears if I can do it she can. I wish her the best on her journey. And you don’t have to say “I’m never going to do this again” just take it one day at a time or bit by bit if you need to. Tell yourself I’m not gonna use all morning then tell yourself I’m not gonna use through lunch etc etc



    Pred 15 urami

    Proud of you girl!!!

  • Cat M

    Cat M

    Pred 15 urami

    as someone with type two bipolar, I appreciate anyone who opens up about their personal experiences with it. I’m so grateful that we are moving towards breaking the stigma around it

  • Ciris c

    Ciris c

    Pred 16 urami

    Moderation doesn't work for an addict, that's why you are an addict because you don't know how to stop..

  • Zera's Kitchen

    Zera's Kitchen

    Pred 16 urami

    With those kinds of people around her, she will not recover.
    That's the tragic side of LITERALLY dancing with the devil, you don't realize what you give away until you suffer the consequences

  • Anabella


    Pred 16 urami

    This is a very honest video, however the moderation is very concerning. Addiction is powerful, and when given even an inch, it will ask and take so much more. I do hope she finds peace, but dangerous waters are dangerous waters and I say that for anyone struggling with this issue, because it is no easy feat. Relapse is a real concern for addicts, and moderation is a risky path to choose in battling it.

  • Dis Johnson

    Dis Johnson

    Pred 17 urami

    She got fat tho

  • Mariana Siqueira

    Mariana Siqueira

    Pred 17 urami

    "That" Scooter Braum? 🙄🙄🙄

  • Jenn Martinello

    Jenn Martinello

    Pred 18 urami

    Wonder what she thinks about this commander and chief now? 2021 and it's just getting worse! Well I enjoy this documentary the most the political part with a big mistake. Wishing her the best...

  • Crystal


    Pred 19 urami

    So happy for her and this is so Inspirational to continue self care in deep ways.

  • Lynee Anna Salvatore

    Lynee Anna Salvatore

    Pred 19 urami

    I really really just wanna give Demi a hug.❤

  • Janet Slater

    Janet Slater

    Pred 20 urami

    I sure hope that she is able to come off of the drugs before they take over again.

  • WhisperEve


    Pred 20 urami

    I love her laugh at the end!!

  • Destiny Lopez

    Destiny Lopez

    Pred 20 urami

    My pa, he was doing many many drugs. Mostly crack. And Drinking. I am one of 9 children. We all sing. We have a story to tell. Don't know where to start. It feels impossible. But the Most High knows all. This is something that only I am that I am can fix.
    My dteam... My ultimate dream. Has been to unite with all of us. Together. And sing a couple songs together ❤ sing our hearts out!
    It might not help but hopefully... Itll make a turn around. For the world 🌎💙
    Peace be unto you Mama!

  • Nadja Tommo

    Nadja Tommo

    Pred 20 urami

    Elton speaking nothing but the truth 👏🏻

  • Lucas Matos

    Lucas Matos

    Pred 20 urami

    "There is no failure except in no longer trying.” ―Elbert Hubbard

  • K. T. S

    K. T. S

    Pred 20 urami

    She gonna come out as gay soon.

  • Elizabeth T

    Elizabeth T

    Pred 20 urami

    There's only one way to be born again..

  • Carol Mafra

    Carol Mafra

    Pred 21 uro

    I love you ❤️

  • Celina Villanti

    Celina Villanti

    Pred 21 uro

    vamos demi!!! vos podes

  • Samantha Rivera

    Samantha Rivera

    Pred 23 urami

    Uhh 🙄 idk how to feel about any of this lol I think she wants attention so badly poor thing

  • Sr. Sigmaringa

    Sr. Sigmaringa

    Pred 23 urami

    Gratidão por ter a coragem de se abrir e expor abertamente sobre suas fragilidades e vulnerabilidades, você me inspira, sua força me inspira a ser forte e lutar contra meus vícios autodestrutivos também. Você é um anjo, é especial e uma pessoa e Artista que canta com a alma. Obrigado por existir e me inspirar com suas músicas e história. Deus te abençoe. 🌺😘❤️🙏⚛️

  • Riley Olson

    Riley Olson

    Pred 23 urami

    Is there going to be a 5th episode?

  • Danielle Gomes

    Danielle Gomes

    Pred 23 urami


  • MɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռ


    Pred 23 urami

    aside from it all, she is just stunning and her makeup looks wonderful.

  • Estefani Moura

    Estefani Moura

    Pred dnevom

    I love this woman so much.

  • Ask to seduce Miss

    Ask to seduce Miss

    Pred dnevom

    I don't trust her. But I don't need to, and she doesn't need me to. She needs to trust herself.

  • Delaney Polhamus

    Delaney Polhamus

    Pred dnevom

    I think this whole documentary is AMAZING! One of the strongest people I ever known! Very real and honest and I appreciate that the most. I will always love Demi! 💘 You got this!

  • tara m

    tara m

    Pred dnevom

    “im a little too queer” me to girl

  • Danielle Gower

    Danielle Gower

    Pred dnevom

    Is it just me or did Demi look like Glam and Gore after her haircut? She’s beautiful and this is so powerful. Her story is so powerful!

  • Selina Mccorry

    Selina Mccorry

    Pred dnevom

    Literally love this. And the hair absolutely gorgeous, your such a beautiful babe❤️❤️❤️

  • hbh Tcr

    hbh Tcr

    Pred dnevom

    I’m sorry but I wouldn’t be able to do this knowing she’s still drinking. Imagine she dies and you’re in this documentary being like “yeah she still drinks and I support her :)”
    I’m an addict, and moderation never works. Elton John won’t have blood on his hands.

  • The Starling

    The Starling

    Pred dnevom

    Keep going.

  • Mairim Gabriela Useche Colmenares

    Mairim Gabriela Useche Colmenares

    Pred dnevom

    Yo me siento tan identificada ya que viví por situaciones muy similares , también tuve problemas de adicción desde los 16 años, ya a las 18 había probado la gran mayoría de las drogas, y caí en la heroína y también tuve una sobredosis, no fue tan grave como a Demi pero tuve que decidir entrar en rehabilitación, y entiendo la parte que dice que es muy difícil dejarlas por completo, siempre hay tentación de consumir, ahora tengo 33 años y no pude dejar todo por completo pero solo fumo marihuana, ya casi ni bebo alcohol, y me puse como limite esa droga y me siento bien porque no tengo la necesidad de probar algo mas, aunque es casi imposible dejar de fumar marihuana diariamente, y se me hace difícil pero creo que al fumar esa droga que es mas suave evita que quiera irme por otra mas fuerte, porque abuse diariamente de la cocina, el crack, la heroína y hasta el lcd y el extasis y es algo con lo que se lucha para siempre, tuve que alejarme de muchas cosas para poder estar algo sobria...

  • Alexandra cms

    Alexandra cms

    Pred dnevom


  • Beau33


    Pred dnevom

    They broke up and now she came out about her sexuality

  • Mel Tangs

    Mel Tangs

    Pred dnevom

    When she showed that haircut I just smiled! She was GLOWING

  • Roscoe McDonald

    Roscoe McDonald

    Pred dnevom

    you need to find someone who truly loves you and you love him.

  • mimi


    Pred dnevom

    Elton John is the real one. Everyone else aroud her are yes men

  • Nicole Santos

    Nicole Santos

    Pred dnevom

    Será que não vai ter mais episódio

  • Briana Kazee

    Briana Kazee

    Pred dnevom

    I wonder if she should try cbd like smoking it

  • Zoey Bright

    Zoey Bright

    Pred dnevom

    I absolutely love Elton John

  • Sney’s Traveling

    Sney’s Traveling

    Pred dnevom

    I hope and pray she gets better cause she’s the most real person ever but I don’t support this moderation thing cause if you’re an addict you obviously don’t know your limits 🤷🏽‍♀️ but I get how hard it is cut all substances maybe she will stop this moderation

  • Jackie Gigliotti

    Jackie Gigliotti

    Pred dnevom

    I know how she feels .ive been there

  • Brittney Droog

    Brittney Droog

    Pred dnevom

    Just a note to YouTube but it’s in VERY poor taste to show weight loss shake ads on a video that deals with ED recovery 🙃

  • Bridget Smith

    Bridget Smith

    Pred dnevom

    shes dancing with the devil alright...

  • Kendra Altadonna

    Kendra Altadonna

    Pred dnevom


  • Jury Ghaly

    Jury Ghaly

    Pred dnevom

    I love Demi sm but the moderation thing is a big thing, its her choice after all and hopefully it works for her , but like no .. she danced with the devil once so now the devil knows damn well he can control her again, she did it once so she can do it again , the devil is very tricky , and i know it easier said than done but she will feel sm better if she just stops... And i would never want to lose demi ... But the moderation thing is a big no, one slip and she'll be in a hospital reliving her trauma because of this stupid slippery slope situation the devil put her in..

  • 51o. Kysha

    51o. Kysha

    Pred dnevom

    Is the song dancing with the devils out?

  • Taylar Ford

    Taylar Ford

    Pred dnevom

    Dems can we smoke a blunt together and be friends?

  • Clare Sherman

    Clare Sherman

    Pred dnevom

    The fact that she needs to drink and take drugs for “relief” is concerning.Relief from what?

  • Bori Balint

    Bori Balint

    Pred dnevom

    What a disappointing message. Promoting that after an overdose it ‘doesn’t work for me’ to be sober. What you need are coping mechanisms, not another song, not another tattoo, not another hair cut to brush over the trauma. Inner work!! Cannot stress that enough. 😕✝️

  • MargaridaM


    Pred dnevom

    No one around her seems to be really helping her... it’s so sad it actually hurts my soul. People need to confront her, to tell her the truths she doesn’t want to hear.

  • MargaridaM


    Pred dnevom

    Moderation doesn’t work. Elton John was the only one who was capable of telling the true. I love Demi but she’s actually playing with fire. She will probably od again if she doesn’t STOP now...

  • StealMyLook


    Pred dnevom

    Quite interesting that the important people she mentioned are all men 👀

  • Gamze Korkutan

    Gamze Korkutan

    Pred dnevom

    Please german subtitles 🥺

  • Aquarian Light

    Aquarian Light

    Pred dnevom

    People who have an addiction cant do balance! Elton John told it like it is. Everyone around her including Scooter Braun is an enabler

  • Aquarian Light

    Aquarian Light

    Pred dnevom

    She is a mess, smh

  • Tiago Genaro

    Tiago Genaro

    Pred dnevom

    Thank you So much for sharing this 💕

  • spiritual saniii

    spiritual saniii

    Pred dnevom


  • Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Pred dnevom

    I've lost too many people to drugs and alcohol, I've almost lost myself. I've almost lost one of my closest friends. Idk why but it's very comforting that these people I grew up looking up too are all just lost kids too.

  • Stephanie Biron

    Stephanie Biron

    Pred dnevom

    “If I found a Demi Lovato I would want to lock her down to”.💕
    “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution”.💕
    “Life is fluid and I’m fluid and that’s all I know”.💕

  • Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Pred dnevom

    I'm just so glad she's smoking weed now, as a recovering addict, weed is the only reason I haven't relapsed recently

  • eli Dimitrova

    eli Dimitrova

    Pred dnevom

    Omg that smile melts my ❤... so contagious. Please contage us more often 🙏 U R amazing, girl

  • Ari Rodriguez

    Ari Rodriguez

    Pred dnevom

    I love you demi😍❤️🙏🏼

  • Dreamer


    Pred dnevom

    Everything demi says she loves to do for herself and her struggles reminds me so much of me, we're very similar and people tell me I look like her, and I also sing and our rocker style is always similar

  • Alisha saif

    Alisha saif

    Pred dnevom

    Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

  • Madison X

    Madison X

    Pred dnevom

    Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

  • Bruna Reivax

    Bruna Reivax

    Pred dnevom

    You can almost say
    This is real
    This is she
    She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

  • Aldora LaPlume

    Aldora LaPlume

    Pred dnevom

    She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

  • Violetta: My Story

    Violetta: My Story

    Pred dnevom

    13:07 & 16:08
    (25:47 is the most inspiring part of this documentary)

  • Megan Brewer

    Megan Brewer

    Pred dnevom

    This made me ridiculously angry
    We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people.
    I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

    • Dis Johnson

      Dis Johnson

      Pred 16 urami

      It works for some. Not all

  • Nicole Maxwell

    Nicole Maxwell

    Pred dnevom

    I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜